Aug 23


Someday I will leave the city.

Aug 23

I’ve had less than my fair share of lucky breaks
And enough of this fooling around
I’ve got one last chance to get rid of my past
And bury it deep in the ground
And no matter what you try man
You’re never gonna tear me down

When the only blame you cast is your own
And your only guarantee is your fear of the unknown
If you don’t cut your losses before you get lost
They’re never going to leave you alone

My best bits of advice I’ll repeat only twice
After that you can fend for yourself

If you think that your shoes couldn’t find better use
About just about anyone else

You need to face up and fold
Or deal with the hand you’re dealt

Make up your mind
Are you in are you out
I’ve no patience for your impetuous doubt

When the only blame you cast is your own
And your only guarantee is your fear of the unknown
If you don’t cut your losses before you get lost
They’re never going to leave you alone
No

I’ve had less than my fair share of lucky breaks
And enough of this fooling around
I’ve got one last chance to get rid of my past
And bury it deep in the ground

Make up your mind
Are you in are you out
You’d be better served as a face in the crowd

You never want the truth to be told
And all your major concerns are out of your control
If you don’t pick your feet up to come back around
You get stuck in my way you get round

When the only blame you cast is your own
And your only guarantee is your fear of the unknown
If you don’t cut your losses before you get lost
They’re never going to leave you alone
Leave you alone

Aug 21

Aug 11

Conor Oberst - “Souled Out!!!”

Aug 10
Aug 10


exploding dog

Aug 10
Main Entry: ax·i·ol·o·gy
Pronunciation: \ˌak-sē-ˈä-lə-jē\
Function: noun
Etymology: Greek axios + International Scientific Vocabulary -logy
Date: 1908
: the study of the nature, types and criteria of values and of value judgments especially in ethics
: also called Theory Of Value, the philosophical study of goodness, or value, in the widest sense of these terms. Its significance lies (1) in the considerable expansion that it has given to the meaning of the term value and (2) in the unification that it has provided for the study of a variety of questions—economic, moral, aesthetic, and even logical—that had often been considered in relative isolation.
— ax·i·o·log·i·cal - \ˌak-sē-ə-ˌlä-ji-kəl\ adjective
— ax·i·o·log·i·cal·ly - \-ji-k(ə-)lē\ adverb (from Greek axios, “worthy”; logos, “science”)

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What determines value?
Ethics and aesthetic both depend on value, but can also be steeped in economics, environment and morality.
Morality can be arbitrarily determined by mise–en–scène, education, religion, gender, or emotionally limiting barriers.
Can it be absolute?
How does this construct idealogy re: love, loss, sex, etc.?
Are those nebulous concepts ruled by emotion or animal instinct?
Mathematics encapsulates science. A concept crucial to axiology? Everything?
If so, is being disabled physically or metaphorically in that field impacting my ability to properly evaluate true value?
Where does Mysticism come in? Dreams? Subconscious. Karma. Skepticism. Faith. Addiction. Why do people make wishes?
Epistemology surrounds truth, belief, and justification.
Can one actually tell or know a whole truth?
Why does one person see worth and possibility, while another rigidity concludes the opposite?
How much time is needed to make such conclusions?
What factors contribute? Actions taken?
What if the result is not in accordance w/ personal meta-ethics & no action is taken?
Not acting can profoundly impact or strengthen a cycle of fear, value, or morality.
Is denial a proponent of value? What is knowledge?
Should I have done less crosswords puzzles back in Philosophy class?
Even though I thought the room was full of shit?
That pragmatism and witholding meant living for the moment only?
Why did I perceive Philosophy class to not have value?
If I had taken another view or action, would everything today, be different?
Or would I wind up here anyway?

Is the outcome pre-determined?
Fate?
Circumstance.

Aug 10


jon edwards

Aug 8

Aug 7

Lost Coastlines” (hypem stream)

Packed and all eyes turned in, no one to see on the key. No one waving for me just the shoreline receding. Ticket in my hand and thinking wish I didn’t hand it in. Cause who said sailing is fine? leaving behind all the faces that I might replace if I tried on that long ride, looking deep inside but I don’t want to look so deep inside yet.

Sit down, sit down on the proud to wave bye, there might not be another star, farther on the line. Look out, look out at each town that glides by, and there’s another crowd, to drown in crying eyes. And see how that light you love now just won’t shine, there might just be another star, that’s high and far in some other sky.

We sing, is that marionette real enough yet to step off of that set and decide what her dance might mean to it. Ruining the place where the ensuing may lay escape. We packed up all of our bags the ship’s deck now sags from the weight of our tracks as we pace beneath flags black and battered rattling our swords in service of some fated, foreign war.

And Jonathan says we sail out on order of him but we find that the maps he sent to us don’t mention lost coastlines. Where nothing we’ve actually seen has been mapped or outlined and we don’t recognize the names upon these signs.

And every night finds us rocking and rolling on waves wild and wide, well we have lost our way, nobody’s gonna say it outright. Just go la la la la la la la la

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